We’re on our lunch break at the moment, and I’m getting really sleepy again. it’s not as bad as yesterday, when I was like awake for 20 hours straight. But all the same I’m so drained. I really need to get lots of sleep this week because we have our first major exam this Friday, and there’s just so much I have to memorize for that — airline codes, city codes, airport codes, codes codes codes…
I wanna get my hair cut. I want something really short. Not too short that I’ll have to start using gel or something, but short enough for there to be a difference in the style. I’m also kinda tired of my wardrobe. I need to go shopping some time soon.
I guess I’ll have more time now to write literature since I’m back in training. Yeah fine, there’s a lot to learn, a lot to memorize. But at least I’m probably not going to be as stressed as I was when I took calls in VeriSign. All I need is inspiration. I get flashes or inspiration every now and then but they’re usually just short-lived. For some reason I’m also only in the mood to write stuff when I have access to a computer. I’m too utterly lazy to handwrite stuff, plus the fact that it frustrates me that the speed of my thoughts is like the speed of an jet plane, but I write at the speed of someone in a wheelchair. My handwriting even looks crippled. I also hope that my entries in this journal will be more artistic somehow. I might add poetry, or random prose. Depends on the mood, and of course the inspiration.
I’ll write later. I’m becoming a zombie again.